This year I've canceled more spankings than I've accepted

Do I dare consider myself a spankaholic? I need to find myself a boyfriend because whenever I want it most no one is available, and when I'm not in the mood suddenly everyone has time. But coming out to a boy, unless I meet him in the scene, will be a process. I'm getting old here. I don't want to wait anymore. I need someone who wants to spank me as much as I crave it. 

Happy New Year

Me: New year: clean slate. 

Eric: No. 

Me: My slate is as clean as the snow. 

Eric: As clean as the snow on the road. 

Me: Rolls eyes. As clean as the snow on the grass.  

I can't claim to take a hiatus because I need my butt for bike riding, although after what I pulled two years ago, it simply won't fly again. I attempted to say I'd be vanilla for the year and instead said vegan. Who am I kidding? I'm a spanko. I live spanking. 

me deverian de jalar las orejas. ya van dos dias que no como comido mas que dulces y papitas. me siento de la patada. 

Gay Spanking

Lately I've taken to watching gay, spanking porn.  Some women in the scene even mention they won't bottom to a male switch they just saw being spanked, but me? I'm all for it. Although I'm not too keen on watching males being spanked by females.  Maybe it's the equivalent to straight men watching lesbian sex? I blame it on Tumblr.

The wired thing is, when I first attended my current church there was a lady who would say she'd spank me if I misbehaved,  and then another lady said she would too. The First Lady then said she'd spank one cheek and the other lady my other cheek. Torture for a 12 year old spanko.  

I took a 40 minute shower, including shaving time. I remember back in the day when I wanted to reduce shower time via spanking encouragement. Keeping my room clean through spankings seems almost as futile. Alas, I still get spanked for a messy room. So much, in fact, my bottom is now permanently tanned. 

So my BFF mentioned she enjoys gentle swats, not hard hard ones. She then proceeded to demonstrate how hard she doesn't  like them, on the front of my thigh. Bastard. I told her I didn't enjoy being smacked that hard on the thighs either, much less the top of my thighs.