My butt cheeks need healing

I should be doing my lab report but alas I haven't posted here for a while and I wanted to update, more so because I've abandoned my blog  rather than being inspired. 

I love to be spanked but you already knew that. If you've ever read the Melody rejuvenation spanking stories, you'll know about nano-lotion, and goddamit, I wish it was real. That's how hard I like to play. I'm basically insatiable,  though there are times I still try convince myself I don't need to be spanked. But everyone knows I become insufferable if I'm not adequately spanked. I want to see if I can make it through the end of the year without asking for a spanking or being dragged across a knee Well, maybe not next year but next month. Baby steps. 

Why do this? 

1. Check if I'm in control of my spanking desires or if they control me 

2. My ass cheeks need to heal