Quiero unas nalgadas bien dadas, either I get what I want or I will be a mess for the rest of my life. Una cintareada seria major. Quisiera que alguien me diera una buena zurra en mis nalgas. no quiero una vara ni latigo. Almejor el cepillo, la mano, el cinto (ancho 2") preferably, regla (ancha) y paddle de ping pong, una tambien de cuero, tambien la chancla. Pero yo se que nunca nadie me va a dar. so, espero que a mi futuro esposo le guste darme nalgadas. porque siempre si estubiera feliz que me nalgueara siempre.
I've always felt writing in Spanish has always been more dramatic, so whenever my feelings are strong, I express it by writing in spanish. The above extract is what I found in my journal from my senior year in high school. Its rough translation is as fallows:
3/2/05
I want a good sound spanking, either I get what I want or I will be a mess for the rest of my life. A belting would be better. I would like for someone to give a good thrashing to my buttocks. I don't want the cane nor whip. Maybe a hairbrush, hand, belt (wide 2") preferably, ruler (wide), and ping pong paddle, a leather one as well, a flip flop as well. But I know no one will ever spank me. So, I hope my future husband will enjoy spanking me, because then I would always be happy, getting spanked all the time.
Oh how I wish I could have told my 16 year old self to not despair, also to be open minded about trying new implements. The cane has become a favorite of mine. I take it that by this time I had already been reading spanking stories online and is how I came to know about canes, since I clearly remember only wishing for the belt as a kid, which ironically has become something I consider wimpy, (leather straps work better).
Here's another expert from earlier in high school:
Monday, January 3, 2003.
My butt is bruised. why? b/c i beat myself w/ my dad's belt. 1st i put my pants and panties down then i squirted water on my naked butt then i beat myself as hard as i could several times. why? because i'm a naughty girl. 1st i didn't do my HW on time then i lied about it + i'm in probation.
I laughed and cried at the same time. I don't know why I didn't believe in capitalizing nor writing out complete words when I was 14. Also, I don't' remember what home work I was referring to. As I stumbled upon this journal I also stumbled onto my report cards. I attended a high school program with accelerated classes, etc. Anyways, I was always on and off probation, good standard one semester, probation the next. The minimum GPA to remain in the school was a 3.5, upon looking at my GPA with one semester in, I was at 3.465.
I don't think that by this time I had read spanking stories, so I only knew I wanted to be spanked with the belt. I clearly remember desperately wanting to be spanked around the age of 14 though, I remember awaiting with eagerness to be home alone so I could spank myself. This only happened a few times, since I was hurting my arm with the awkward twisting. Some kids masturbated, I self spanked.
Funny story about the word masturbation. At 16, church youth were surveyed on different sexual topics, one question was whether masturbation was morally ok. I honestly don't remember learning about it in the middle school health class, I was probably day dreaming about spanking since it was in the same classroom where English was taught and the English teacher would share spanking memoirs from when he was in school. Anyways, I was a 16 year old girl, my friends at the time were two 18 year old guys and a couple of girls in their early 20s. I was sitting next to the two guys during this survey, I turn to my one guy friend and ask him, "hey what's masturbation?" he blushed beet red and told me to ask one of the girls, who was sitting in front of us. She didn't know how to tell me either. Once I told my friend from school what had happened, she told me we were taught about it in 8th grade.
Maybe if I continue reading journal entries I'll find more spanking dreams of my unspanked self.
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